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10 Days to Prove Myself

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Day1 Only 10 days are left for my HPCL exam… and I can feel the pressure building every single day. There’s still a lot to cover. My non-technical portion needs improvement, and I have to revise my technical subjects again. Sometimes it feels like time is slipping away too fast. Today, I gave a mock test—and honestly, the score was very low. Seeing that score really hurt. For a moment, I just sat there, staring at the screen, not knowing what to feel. Self-doubt started creeping in. Am I really prepared? Can I actually do this? But then I stopped myself. This is not the time to overthink. This is the time to act. Yes, I am not where I want to be yet. Yes, many things still need improvement. But I still have 10 days. And instead of doubting myself, I am choosing to fight back. For the next 10 days, my focus is clear: I will work on high-weightage non-technical topics I will revise important formulas and concepts daily I will give mock tests regularly and learn from my mistakes I know it...

This Is Not the End, It’s My Restart

Today, I finally decided to start writing my journey. This is not a success story. Not yet. This is a story of trying again, even after failing. I am preparing for a government job, and honestly, it hasn’t been easy. There were moments when I felt lost, when nothing seemed to work, and when I started doubting myself. Seeing others succeed while I was still struggling made it even harder. I faced failures. Not once, but multiple times. And every failure made me question—am I really capable? But deep inside, I know I cannot give up. This journey is not just about getting a job. It’s about proving to myself that I can stay consistent, that I can rise again, and that I can turn my setbacks into strength. So today, I am starting again. With more clarity. With more determination. And with a stronger mindset. I don’t know how long it will take. I don’t know how many more failures I might face. But I know one thing— I will not stop this time. This blog is my space to share everything—my strugg...